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December 7th, 2006] |
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FUCK ME.
ITS BEEN A HELL OF A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST WROTE..
Its nearly the end of 2006 and the last time I wrote was the start of 2006. Lifes a bit differant..going kinda grovey..met new people...got an amazing boyfriend Alistair..havent been drinking alot which is cool...just been smoking all sorts of shit. Back in tech..just got a written warning..bastards..appartenly my attitude is TERRIBLE..bullshit..im lovely,wankers.
probbaly get writring again..just forget about this place.
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[Monday,
January 30th, 2006] |
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did you miss me?
wow its been a while.
I've been out and about.doing what i do best.doing drugs.also got me a new boyfriend..got dreads..smokes well to much ganja..happy new year by the way.hope everyone has a good one.mines been going great so far...ive been in pubs more times than ive had hot dinners so far this year.was in a pub with sharky*sexy boy!* today..gettin him all sexually frustrated.my pub dwelling was caught short as my mum and dad were in a car accident but its all good...everyone is grand.but i had to make my own dinner which i failed at.i burnt pasta....
apart from that...my life has been going grand...oh has anyone been watchin my name is earl~?..so cooool. 2006 seems promising..hopefully moving out..my new abode will be a drug den...mwahahahahahaha...ahem.anyway.
yours with afliction.
carina
"I'll see you on the darkside of the moon"
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[Monday,
November 21st, 2005] |
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i a crazy sadistic fuck who wants to kill all...
nah just kidding....
ergh havent toked in soooo long.
its nadines 17th ... missed prodigy
well pissed off...
rawr
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[Tuesday,
October 4th, 2005] |
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I seen a death omen...
He was tall...
with long black hair...
white face...
black coat with pointy hood...
and he kept staring at me...
* * *
Not in tech tomorrow till 10 and out at 12:30..most excellent.
Still complety wrecked from the weekend..God damn my body just doesnt allow me to do drugs anymore yet I still continue...I feel like death..so maybe the omen goth boy is true..maybe Im going to die soon..if so..nice knowin ya all..its been a strange trip..haha
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[Sunday,
October 2nd, 2005] |
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In my last entry I said I was going to stay away from blokes...I tried really hard I DID...swear to fuck..he's called chris..and yeah..he's alright. met him in my class...he's from fuckin poleglass though. God I know how to pick them! He also listen's to dance..has short hair..and doesnt like heavy metal...WOW!..thats the first guy with those charactistics I've been with in fuckin YEARS..crazy shit.
Im off tomorrow which is good as I need time to rest my weray head..
Last night I got sooooooooooooooo pied in Chris' mates house...they had pills...THEY HAD SHREK 2 ON THEM...wow...I just got complety and utterly stoned..I was droolin in my sleep...thats how bad I was..twas a fun night...chris' mates are crazier than me and my friends combind..and thats pretty crazy..hahaha...
I woke up this morning not being able to talk and felt like a zombie..All I could do was mumble and grunt and moved around like a fuckin robot..but now im okay..for now..
I think I should give up drugs..*yes I no I say this all the time* but in a few years I will over come all demons..*includin the demon weed...*..but right now Im young..and they MAKE ME HAPPY...fuck sake.
I BEAT ADAM AT POP N HOP....I RULE...my people of red will rule the world one day...dont you fuckin diss them cuz they will bring an army...blah..
Oh yeah...my teacher Niki caught chris and i gettin off and she was like "WOW!"..hes her teachers pet..such a suck up...he said to me..dont be tellin ninki what we get up to..i dont my good pupil reputation to go..hahahaha..meh.
my hand hurts.
love always..
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[Friday,
September 23rd, 2005] |
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God it has been so long since I have updated.
I dont really have anything interesting to say.
All I do is get wasted and talk shit. I really am a boring person.
Tech has started and it's alright I suppose. Theres a cute guy in my class.
Nothing much has changed...Im still a bitch.
Im still a weirdo.
Still crazy.
Still filled with anger at the world.
Still hating Daniel.
Seen him the other day. He tried to make small talk but I paid no attention. He means jack shit to me...
Feeling tierd...was awoken by bastard workers at 8:30
Oh yeah...Im still a complainer...I still chain smoke.
Still a femminist.
Hate most blokes right now.
Wont go out with any one for a while.
I promise...I swear I really wont.
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[Saturday,
September 3rd, 2005] |
this summer was so good
but ended so bad
im heart broken
being accused of theft from my dad
shit
shit
shit
so much bullshit
im always being fucked around
all i want is some peace and quiet
and maybe a little happiness
I havent felt this low in years.
my saddness is coming back
no more happy smiley carina
the old carina is dead
unless i regain some happiness that i once had
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[Saturday,
July 23rd, 2005] |
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fuckin hell it has been some time since I have updated this.i have snuck onto the computer..rebel rebel me...just back from town..for the first time in ages and yeah..its still shit..
I have been seeing daniel for 3 weeks..and today is the only day i havent been with him.he makes me feel so good...michael has started talking to me again..weird as fuck..complety out of the blue after a year and half of not talking to me.
ive been sooo stoned the past few days...triple skinners = death of lungs.
D E A T H
aoife..?if you are out there..ring me....bah
my arms are covered in scratch marks from Pantera..nadine and alexs kitten..vicious wee fuck and lost the rag at it yesterday as it was in daniels bedroom and kept trying to kiss me *it loves me :D:D* so i threw it across the room..im usualy lovely to her..she nearly drowned the other day.she jumped into daniels bath...twat.
Pantera is a suicidle lesian pussy ..with a cleanin disorder..weird thing.
well ive nothing much to say...apart from ..the soad album is OUTSTANDING..im off to make cheese on toast and watch some telly.
xx
carina
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*yours sincerly wasting away*
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[Tuesday,
July 5th, 2005] |
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*nadine*alex*me
Well well..it has been some time since I have updated. Mostly due to the fact that my dad is a penis and wont let me use the interweb..wanker. Also when ever I do get a chance online...Im usualy to fucked to updated this or just cannot be assed.
So what have I been up to?
To be honest with you all...I cant really remeber a lot of stuff...but I will give it a wee go anyway.
Yesterday - *which was Monday* I was out. Meet Alex and Daniel *new bloke of mine* at Forsestside. We sat there for a while and slagged off some wee girl who had a really fucked up painting of a dolphin on the side of her face. Then we pondered for a while where to go for a joint or two *in our case about 4 or 5...* so we headed up to foster green. Also I seen Soph and I chatted for her for a while. The sun was out and Daniel and I lay on the grass and watched how crazy the clouds were..I seen "Toad" from Super Mario in a top hat..whilst Alex rolled joints with my "uber hipppytastic rainbow coloured skins" we lay there for some time...Seen Dave *ex* coming out of the "bru" Alex and Daniel headed back up to Belvior to go back to his...I headed home for a bit. Later on I met them again and we got a lift of one of their mates back to belvior...Sat in Alex's mums house and rolled a joint...made toast which got burnt but we were so pied we ate it anyway...then trooped back to Daniels flat. Smoked some more joints...ate discos..haaaaw...listened to the stones and the doors...chilled out and I practily fell asleep on daniel and so did he..he kept stroking my neek and hair..i was like "ZZZZzzzzzzzz" ... ummm...talked alot of balls and cuddled all night...was too stoned for any action. Walked home...and felt like death...too much walking...WAY to much walking.
Sunday - Met up with Nadine and Sean at Forestside and dandered down to belvior to Alexs mates flat, Daniel...first iimpressions of him was like "Aye I'll give him a go" but yeah he is a really decent bloke and he is a Pisces ... I bought "Rated R" my QOTSA collection is complete. Go me. We listened to that and smoked some dope and drank some cider. Efa was there too but her and sean headed home shortly after. We all just sat there and chilled out the nadine and alex headed into daniels bedroom haa haah haa...and daniel and I sat there talkin and shit...and tokin up. I met Pantera as well...crazy fucker...crazy assed cat..my arms are covered in claw marks...they make me look like a junkie..but the cat loves me..but I think it is a lesbian..These three guys came round with weed and joints were rolled...weed and dope joints..dope and weed..no baccy..most excellent. Nadine dragged me to the toliet with her whilst she peed..and I was sitting on the edge of the bath and kept switchin the light on and off and I was laughing so hard I near fell backward into the bath...bah..METH LADS...yes...the walk home was fucked up...I had a dream about someone shitting out a baby and the baby was chewin on a HUGE mushroom and it was greeny blue like shrooms..so fucked up...
Tuesday - Helen is 18 tomorrow. I am very tierd. I am in Adams. I have to go and roll a joint.
yours sincerly
wasting away
carina
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[Saturday,
June 11th, 2005] |
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I am feeling very jealos right now. Aoife is going to see QOTSA...flogging molly..greenday...but QOTSA..thats fuckin josh homme...my love...*haaaaaaaaaaw*..she says she will take lots of pictures...rawr..i love him.x was in town. went to ugc..people there..sun..lying on grass..smoking joints..drinkin beer..went to st annes...people drinking...smoking joints...sunshine...daryl..ive been seein him 4 weeks..go me..
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[Tuesday,
May 31st, 2005] |
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ummm...Adam just made me jump half a mile into the air just there now...wanker...
Might be heading up to the four winds today with efarawr and zeldarawr to meet some peoples...rawr..
Met up with daryl last night...by the way.readers..hes my new boyfriend..i dumped dave a few weeks ago and then daryl..hes best mate asked me out and went meh why not...hes too tall though...rawr.
chilling in adams..listenin to the new NIN album and I have to say it be most excellent..
CARAVANS...THERE AFTER US...well us being me and adam..
...and my coat has had some crazy adventures...
rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr
goodbye
x
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[Monday,
May 30th, 2005] |
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Was in town this weekend and it was all rather crazy but fun. Everyone was pished on Friday... this dude called gavin bought everyone cider..but he freaked me out a little by saying shit like "your very attractive..come with me.."..I was like nah mate...then ryan and chriz befriended some random Polish dude called..wait for it..HERBERT..he bought about 30 beers and kept handing out ciggies...lovely chap..to show her apprecation...Bronagh flashed her baps at him..he replied by giving the thumbs up..he didnt speak english. I also lost my coat..randomly...I love my eskimo coat..when adam and I were heading home..some spid ehit him with a really pathtic dig for no fuckin reason...S C U M
Saturday was great crack...very windy though..ubertastic windy...was round at st annes and efa went crazy at spides and started chasing them..crazy lil biatch..daryl near got murdered in a duel with flag posts...anywho...oOoOo..I seen the thrills and therapy? on Saturday for FREEEEEEEE...was great fun..dayrl blew up a condom to throw about but the bouncers burst it on him..bastards...was good fun..missed the undertones though..rawrness...
Sunday...mmm...I FOUND MY COAT...randomly hanging over a fence and I knew it was mine due to the cigerette burns on the inside...adam and i dandered about the rose garden and chatted and smoked and blergh..was prettyfull..then sat in the kiddies park for ages..chatting and swinging:D..talkin about throwing up..how lovely...
today I havent a clue what Im doing..might meet up with daryl..I dont no yet...meh
yours with afliction
carina
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[Sunday,
May 15th, 2005] |
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me and zeldarawr.
me & ryan stoned and drunk..up a tree.
me and adam...looking extremly bolloxed...
me and chriz..up a tree...looking and feeling completly wankered..
Well thats just a few pictures of my crazy nights...
blokes-L-R=Chriz,ryan and adam
ladies-bronie and me and my new indian godess bag..go me..
rach,adam and...thomas.
- school is over...ALL RIGHT!
- just exams to do
- been drinking more lately
- its all good.
- nadine is seeing alex
- I am seeing daryl.rawr.
- adam is now obsessed...not saying anything more..
- martini and fanta erotic is RANK..
- adam just called me catrina..rawr.
- me and helen got liquered on vodka and coke.
- the shack is fun...heeheehee
- sharky called me a freak for liking gingers..am I?
- aero bubbles are the sex
- i dont want to write anymore.
good day.
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[Sunday,
May 8th, 2005] |
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well...rawr..sitting in adams using his computer...this weekend hasnt been the best..i broke up with dave and on the day i dumped him he got fired..oops..but it was only because all the bullshit thats been going on...and I still like him even though I also like J..mehmeh..was babysitting with efa etc but it was kinda crap. nadine is seeing alex now..i think..dnno like..umm...school tomorrow but i cant be fucked..should be getting off for "study leave" ...
eh..couldnt be fucked writing..and not much to say.
yours with afliction
carina
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[Sunday,
May 1st, 2005] |
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Got scooped beaking for 4 months...was grounded for a week and cant use the computer. Using adams now..
I am allowed back into town..and I said to myself I would get drugs into me...and boy did I...haha..shrooms..dope..booze...and SPEEEEEEEEEEEED...beth efa debbie and i went into the john hewitt and took a bag..oh so pulp fiction..efa got more speed and it was all good apart from the bad weather.
my exams are soon..the joy but hey schools near over...so i am gonna celebrate like fuck...my head hurts and my heart hurts...yay...umm..i better go...
yours sincerly
wasting away..
carina
i'll write more..whenever..
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[Thursday,
April 14th, 2005] |
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Bonding over letters of love
Scrawling "I love you" on the walls
Kissing his face and plaiting his hair
Dreading the voice of my other half when he calls
I tell my friends Im falling
They shake their heads at me
They say to me its much too common
But they dont see what I see
hahaha...love is grand..
My head is filled with ideas and happy thoughts. I want to put them into practise. I am flying high and no one can bring me down *apart from the select few who always have their ways* Its raining outside but its shining inside. I am feeling all poetic and happy...
...love..
me *aka carina*
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[Tuesday,
April 12th, 2005] |
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mmmm....josh homme...
Some people hurt others and they dont even no. They think only they know the secret, sharing it with the other. Or sometimes they get kicks out of being with someone else. Also I hate when friends lie to you.
I got attacked by ketchup today.
I seen an old man fully skate through town.
There was an army of kids in town. I thought it was one big family...turned out to be a school trip.
Barret got attacked by spit balls, spit in general and again..ketchup.
I think we are all going to be banned from burger king. we really trash the place.
For my art I am doing feminism..and Im loving it.
"Feminism is a radical notion that females are human"
yeah.
I might break up with him.
I am thinking of it.
I never see him.
yours sincerly wasting away
carina
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[Monday,
April 11th, 2005] |
I want chicken I want liver
Meow Mix Meow Mix
Please Deliver
I want chicken I want liver
Meow Mix Meow Mix
Please Deliver
I want chicken I want liver
Meow Mix Meow Mix
Please Deliver
I want chicken I want liver
Meow Mix Meow Mix
Please Deliver
umm.
hi.
had a good weekend.
yesterday was cool to. efa bronagh zelda craig nadine and i met underneath the bridge and we slagged off pod boy and pork chop and took crazy pictures.
tonight i met up with adam and we chatted for a while.i wore my leapord print shoesies...was in school for a bit today to do art. got a lot of work to do but im happy with what i am doing. miss rogan didnt crack at me which was good. launa has green hair. she walked down the glen with me. yeah.
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